Life feels like it's never going to end. It feels like I'm in water trying so hard to swim to the top to breathe, but there's no surface. There's no end. It's a never ending eternity. It's so rare that I get a still moment. Life moves so fast and sometimes it stops for a second and stills and my brain takes a snapshot. They seem like the only time anything ever means anything. They're so hard to come across, but when I do I feel like I could stay in the moment forever.Someone help me. I'm trapped in my own fucking mind. Right now I desire something. A better life, obviously. I don't know what that entails. Just a better life. I want a life where I'm not trapped in here. A life without expectations.And pressure. Stress, oh the stress. Somewhere where I don't feel pain or sadness. I just want anything other than this. Respond if you want, or don't.