I hate my life. I wish I could relive it. Everybody in my family hates me. I have never had a real friend. I have no friends. Everybody hates me. I'm ugly. I'm stupid and annoying. Why am I like this. I want to relive my life. Why am I like this? What do I do? I'm hated by everyone I meet and everyone I know. Even my parents call me a brat. I've tried to change, I'm still called a brat, an annoying nuisance, I'm such a "party pooper" or a "bitch". I even hate myself. I don't care about myself. I feel like If I do I'm just pitying my disgusting self. WHAT DO I DO?! I HATE THIS! I have to hang out with my brothers friends who probably don't even like me because I have none of my own. They probably just feel bad for me and don't care. I hate this. I feel so separated from them. Why am I so bad? I hate this. My life sucks. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. What do I do? WHAT DO I DO???? Why does everybody hate me, AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. My dad thinks Im a brat, my mom obviously does too and doesn't care. If I ever tell anyone they would think it was for attention. Nobody listens to me, I just decide to keep my mouth shut. My brother says he hates my voice, I always ruin things. I don't know what to do. I wont kill myself, but if I do nobody would care. My life is a pile of dog shit. I hate this so much! I dont know why Im venting. Nothing will change. I just want to be near people who dont hate me.