I have a need to write ... to let go of myself ... I need to talk about all those people who have been kicked out of the house because of homosexuality, and I am one of them. I have been talking to them for almost two fucking years. I send messages here and there so that I can hear that they are fine or even call me back to see if I'm ok. They haven't tried it because they just can't accept me as I am because I'm attracted to a man of the same sex.