Fuck everyone, everyone is fucked up,everyone cares about themselves and themselves only. i'm fucking alone in this life, everyone want to satisfy themselves and if they say " i care about you" they are fucking lying. The slightest example, my PARENTS tell me to clean my room, how is that helpful to me? nothing right? cz they want to satisfy themselves by seeing everything clean. It's funny, but true. When my friend who had an eating disorder asks me if i'm eating well EVERY SINGLE DAY, it's not because she CARES it's because she wants to free herself from guilt, she's scared she took me with her on her eating disorder journey. I ALWAYS FEEL FUCKING OBLIGED TO EXPLAIN MYSELF TO EVERYONE AN THAT EVERY SINGLE STEP I DO IS A FUCKING MISTAKE.