Tbh, every night there is this weird feeling in me where i feel so fucking empty. I know the reason but I can't cry it out loud... Imma express myself here.... Well it's because i am in a broken family and it hurts af, it doesn't feel ok. Why do i have to experience this?
And rather than that, i am falling out of trust from everybody because the always upset me.
I always pray God for happiness, blessings, and safety. He gives me it, even a good night sleep. But i think i should also pray for completeness...
I wanna feel complete again,