Everyday that god is giving us a chance to live our life, my life was full of questions. Questions that is not answered everyday. In my life, all I do is worry about the things I am not sure about. Worrying about things that's not worth worrying for. It was my fault, thinking this way. Everytime. Everyday. I want to tell someone what I feel, my worries, but to bad... there is no one to talk to. Pain, pain is what I feel about it, thinking I have so many people around me that could listen to me but never understands me. Shame, shame is what I think when I they judge me... asking my self why am I feeling this way and if it is worth it. To many things running in my mind, to many things I want to shout out loud. Crying over something I don't know about, feeling pain over something I'm not sure about. Everytime. Everyday. This feelings eating every emotion i want to convey. I always pray, pray that everything will be okay, pray, that someone will stay.