Someone has bad intentions for me. I feel itIt like air or wind but made of an uncomfortable presence that brushes past me. I feel it now as I write to you, my hands are shaking, but I am not deterred. O, evil cloud of entity(s), where for art thou commith from? My age and experience has helped me fear you less and see your true nature, but I must say you have grown smart, learning my blind spots and weaknesses. You will fail, not even because I want you to; I come from a scientific background and I understand that different elements/animals/beings have different roles to play in existence, and so this is your nature - but it is also your nature to fail, dismally. If I could give you love, or the sender of you, I would. But you stem from their and my hearts which may be consumed by hate and fear, regret and pain, intent and low self image. My dizziness confirms to me, while I type, that you are attacking. My bed shaking, right now, and my body feeling wierd, confirms to me your attack. But I am not deterred. I can hear a baby crying in a house not too far from us, must be sensing your ill. This night you almost had me, I lost my memory of something I was doing and the next thing I was asleep. I woke up suddenly, but it felt like I had let some information slip out my tongue or someone was having their way with me - vulnerable. I went to get some water because my throat was suddenly very dry and my head was tense. I recall sitting on the couch thinking about someone(s) and going deep into thought when all of a sudden I heard my parents having a bad dream - they were complaining in their sleep. Just then I felt an evil wind...Keep in mind, I just woke up in a state myself, and now whatever was interfering with me has travelled to the other room? I am older and wiser and stronger now than when I was a kid. When I was a kid this would have parrallised me. But now I have to put on my brave pants and march to my parents room. When I got there I gulped and called their names, as I moved closer I felt this intense air in their room, they were covered in the blanket and I was a little afraid that if I shock them they will shock me. I called gently and I touched them - their moans grew louder and they seemed stuck in the dream world and frightened. The air was so thick at this point and the evil energy so obvious, but I was brave and continued to wake them gently.They came out of it breathing heavily and stunned that I was there, claiming "I was with you now (in the dream) and you're here..."Apparently, they had both dreamt of me standing next to them, and they couldn't reach my ears. I wasn't listening to whatever they were warning me off. Apparently it wasn't me but it took my form, their child. And it was heartbreaking that they couldn't reach me, in the dream. I gathered that I harbor a spirit or am involved with one who is taking me far away from myself, I gather that the forces of darkness are trying extremely hard to own me. I gulped a few times, it was kind of scary seeing their wide-eyed expression in the dark. But I grabbed their hands and I prayed a prayer that they pray. I prayed like them. I prayed for them and me. And I claimed light in my home in the name they use to do so - in Jesus name. You see, I am not sure who God really is, but my heart knows; it is too bad that it is easily influenced because I never get a consistent image of God...but I have a feeling that Jesus comes pretty close to a description for both God, light and truth. Despite all Christianity's mishaps, I think Jesus is a good mental focal point for authority, love and casting light unto the darkness. I think He is a good, safe name to use when talking to God or asking from Him.After a while, the presence rumbled, even now as I write, but is leaving. It has left. It cannot stay. It must leave. It has no business here. It left. Go back to where you came from. To the sender, repent because it will return and do to you what you sent it out to do intentionally/unintentionally double. Your heart isn't clean and you're messing with evil things that you have no business messing with. You seek spirituality from many masters but are vulnerable to masters of darkness as well because of this. Your heart and mind does not think and feel the way a righteous person would to guide them to the true source of light and love - and that is because you have been lying to yourself for your own pleasures. Seek the truth, and you will find light, or perish in your ignorance. But your evil intent will not live here. This is fertile ground, loved and covered in light. I will return to myself, soon. It is you that I am terrified for. May God have mercy on you...Go, evil. And never come back, in Jesus name.Amen.