i remember when i had this boy bsf, i had met him on minecraft and talked to him everyday for months. i was so in love with him and he knew it before i even confessed. my feelings were being played with by him, and i wasnt even aware. he had this other girl bsf, her name was crystal. i was so jealous of her because i KNEW angelo (my boy bsf) liked her, and not me. angelo would always say how much he loved me, and he knew i would take it a different way then he said it. he was, and is a piece of shit. i confessed to him and he said "im sorry, but i cant date anyone right now. crystal likes me, and so do you. i cant choose." i was fine with that, i even was telling him about how i want to distance myself so i could lose feelings for him. after that he talked to me more than usual, he was EXTRA nice to me. he sent me videos of him telling me how much he loves me, ect. i was crying over him, i loved him SO much whether he liked me or not, i loved him. it got so toxic i would cut myself. i eventually just had enough. i cut him off after i finally had enough. best decision i EVER made through out that entire friendship.