So f*cking tired all the time and its like people don't want to understand how I feel at all. I go to school, go to work, try to get shit done around the house, and complete tasks outside the house. I havent gotten a chance to work out in months. I dont have time to do anything for myself. I dont have time to eat really, never feel like I'm getting enough sleep, and I always feel like the things I do are wrong or not enough. And I hate bothering people about my problems even when ppl say that they are there and claim they want to listen. In the past ppl said that and as soon as its something they don't want to hear or can't deal with they shut it down, they shut me down. So in the end I just keep to myself anyway no matter if people reach out or not, they don't care.