Do you ever feel like nothing matters? Like all the stress you're being put through is for nothing? We all are going to die in the end, so why make our lives as stressful as we have? Why create a society in which 2/3 of it is spent preparing to work and get a job, then working, and retiring but being too old to be able to fulfill all those years that were lost? It's idiotic, all it makes me want to do is leave sooner than my time is to come. I think about death a lot. More than I should honestly. The motivation to live, study, and pursue something just isn't there anymore. I can't figure out what I'm going to do with my life and if I should even keep going. I feel lost, stuck, trapped, unheard, ignored...etc. I don't know what to think anymore. I don't want to think anymore. I'm 18 years old and I have no clue how to start living my life.

Do you ever feel like nothing matters? Like all the stress you're being put through is for nothing?We all are going to die in the end, so why make our lives as stressful as we have? Why create a society in which 2/3 of it is spent preparing to work and get a job, then working, and retiring but being too old to be able to fulfill all those years that were lost? It's idiotic, all it makes me want to do is leave sooner than my time is to come.I think about death a lot. More than I should honestly. The motivation to live, study, and pursue something just isn't there anymore. I can't figure out what I'm going to do with my life and if I should even keep going. I feel lost, stuck, trapped, unheard, ignored...etc. I don't know what to think anymore. I don't want to think anymore.I'm 18 years old and I have no clue how to start living my life.

physical immortality is possible there was a empty tomb maybe life contines its possible nothing is impossible existence is i exist you have got to keep fighting and never give up you have got to see things through and believe that nothing is impossible and where ever life takes you know i exist and its not all meaningless its not some cruel life where we dont exist

physical immortality is possible there was a empty tomb maybe life contines its possible nothing is impossible existence is i exist you have got to keep fighting and never give up you have got to see things through and believe that nothing is impossible and where ever life takes you know i exist and its not all meaningless its not some cruel life where we dont exist 

Re: Existing

I'll be 17 soon,this december on 28th and I still don't know what to do in the future.I wanted to become a teacher in the past but not anymore.I prefer to stay anonymous.Everyone wants to be immortal,i don't have the same opinion. Immortality means that you'll live longer and never age.Which is good however you'll see your love ones die in the end.And i don't think, I have that willpower to see them die in front of my eyes,attending their funerals.In the end,I'll end up alone.

I'll be 17 soon,this december on 28th and I still don't know what to do in the future.I wanted to become a teacher in the past but not anymore.I prefer to stay anonymous.Everyone wants to be immortal,i don't have the same opinion.Immortality means that you'll live longer and never age.Which is good however you'll see your love ones die in the end.And i don't think, I have that willpower to see them die in front of my eyes,attending their funerals.In the end,I'll end up alone.