being an introvert and a quiet shy girl when it comes to meeting family members it's really taking tolls on me. I need to find a guarantor for my student loan so I thought to try to reach for a family member who I do know em well but turns out it kinda a disappointment. I mean after my grandma pass away everything seems different. But then I try to reach out to some distant family and they easily helped me without asking for any payback or left me hanging hoping someday they gonna reply to me. I cried every time I wanna contact em. I guess my own family is the best one to rely on.