I hate myself. I dont like the way I look, think, or act. My body is disgusting...too small in some places, and too big in others. My face is horribly disproportionate. My husband tells me I'm attractive but he is just being nice. I am depressed most of the time. I am too short-tempered with my children who just want attention. I end every day feeling like a failure. Failure as a mother, wife, and human being.