I know it’s probably stupid but all of my friend/boyfriend choices are trash. My friends always end up disappointing me and I tell them messed up shit about me. I trust them and now I don't want to have anymore friends. I don’t want to be walked over anymore. I’ve known this person since I was 7 I trusted her with most of the messed up things in my life, from drugs to my mental health to my family and she didn’t give a single f***. I guess im just tired of the same shit.