First. Sorry for my English :)
I am hapy with my life.
I think I have everything to live normal life. No matter what happend.
Someone can call this "success".
But that is nothing.
I don't feel loved by my wife. But I never resist. Today, I think, I realized my wife want me to present my success to other peoples. I think she wants other piples to "adore" me.
I don't need that. Actyally I hate this.
Do I need to 'Fake it" for love???
Because I fear I will like it?