it happened many time already and I’m tired. You guys promised me lots of things, and I have a lot of hope and anticipation for those shit. At the end you act like that never happened, you acted like you never said anything. I felt sad and disappointed. I always tell myself that it’s okay, it’s happened to everyone. I hate myself for having a high hope for it even though it will never happen. I know what you said to me just joke, but I do take it seriously. STOP SAYING SHIT THAT YOU NEVER EVER GONNA MAKE IT HAPPEN!!! STOP GIVE ME PROMISE AND END UP BEING A USELESS SHIT.