I have a habit of making online friends and falling for them. And it hurts man, every time. I care about them a lot but I always end up messing it up somehow and we stop talking. I have recently made a new online friend who isn’t like any I’ve had before, we have loads in common, we talk regularly and I’m not the one starting the convos every time anymore. I know I’m catching feelings. I try to push it away but even a simple “<3” melts me. I really don’t want to lose him...