My family has gaslighted me and has been blindly toxic. I just had a fight with my sister and she threatened to hit me if I kept talking. As soon as she said that I hated her. I don’t know what to do because I hate it every time I’m in my room closing my mouth trying to not make any noise Bc I’m crying hard. I know they love me and I love them to but it gets so hard to tolerate all of this when I’m being treated like shit, Im still in my teens and I don’t wanna go down a path I know I will hate myself for, I know how weak I really am, talking about my feelings was never an option for me because I cry every time I just say a few words about how I feel. I really with I was that happy little girl again. Thanks for reading.