My grandpa is towards the end of his life and I have no clue how to deal with the situation. I never let my emotions show cause I’m scared to. I’ve never lost anyone so close to me. On top of that my dad asked me to be a poll bearer for his funeral when the time comes. I wanna do it to honor my grandpa but I’m scared I’ll drop him and I don’t know what I should say, yes or no? I only get the chance once to do this for him but I’m also terrified.