I know other people have it worse, but that doesn't mean this isn't bad. As soon as I was born my dad got hooked on hardcore drugs and became abusive. You can imagine how fun that was growing up. He ended up in prison for a while and my mom divorced him. So it was just us for a while. Problem, she's an alcoholic. I remember when I was thirteen I had to drive for the first time all alone from another town because she was too drunk to drive home. And that's a very mild example. She's gotten better now, but she's crazy. She's constantly lying to me and breaking my trust over and over again. And I don't know how to break from this cycle. I'm still in high school so I can't escape. I want to go to therapy because I'm highly depressed and have thoughts about suicide. Don't know how to tell her. Just can't escape.