I wrote earlier about how my anxiety disappeared, and I mean it scares me still but maybe I could take this as a good thing and do amazing things with this. I mean it might make me better at talking to people, better at public speaking, better at just going for the things I used to back out of doing because I got so nervous. I think I could do great things with this!! but i'm still slightly worried about what I could do. Will I make irrational decisions? Will I accidentally hurt someone by saying what's on my mind? I don't know yet, but I used to get nervous overthinking like that, and right now I don't feel nervous. It's either gonna be great, or horrible. I won't know until I keep going and see what happens. For now I'm going to do what I wished to do before I went into a dumpy mood!!