Feeling Betrayed, Unloved, and Unwanted

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I am so fed up with feeling unwanted amd ledt out. I was raised Christian and taught to wait for marriage. I am in my mid 20s and I have suffered only to find out that so many people in the church dont actually adhere to this teaching....i am wondering why I am stuck in this endless cycle of shame while others are allowed to enjoy the pleasures of life. It is agonizing and unfair. What do I do??? (please dont just say "go get laid"...its the feeling betrayal from my brothers/sisters that hurt the most.)