had the last exam of the third module of my senior college year today, still have one more module due to the daly caused by the epidemic. The rest of my friends are graduating, moving to better homes, getting married and i just feel stuck. It’s like all of a sudden, i’m ten steps back or something. I don’t have a job lined up, i’ve never been in a relationship and my biggest hope is to sleep after 36 hours of no sleep! The anxiety is keeping me awake crying over the fact that i haven’t done anything with my life and have nothing to make me happy. Even my cat that i loved so much died. All my life i just felt sidelined and now i just can’t take it anymore.