Just sad. No idea why. But just sad. Apparently I'm sad everyday nowadays. I don't wanna live in my home. Just wanna get lost somewhere in woods. There is atleast peace. I know the reason for my sadness might be very dumb. There are many people who have many problems than mine. But idk y I just don't get along with my life. I do not know what to do in life. Im already 21. Everyone of my age are doing so many stuff around that I feel I'm worthless. I am not good at anything. My family don't even know what's going in my mind. I just have to act as if everything is going cool. That's soo fake. I hate it. I hate everything. Everyone is selfish. People take ur help when they need and they just disappear when someone is on desperate help. That's soo bad rite. I have lost hope on humanity. The world is full of desire and lust. There is no love . Damn !!!I hate it. I hate everyone. Tbh... Only time I feel happy is when I sleep. I want to sleep forever. So much peace......... !