This feeling of growing up to me does not feel normal. i see my friends do things that im scared of and it makes me traumatized. having parents growing up and feeling like you want to escape from them but you cant because u literlly live with them. doing one thing wrong can ruin a relationship in an instant. having the feeling that if you dont talk to anyone youll feel lonely and sad. thats my feeling right now. but it will be over soon right?