Crying my eyes out as I try to sleep. But the pain in my chest and heart hurt me so much. The thought that someone could just leave me to pieces like as if I was nothing and unworthy. Crushes me so much. This isn’t the first time either. Ugh. I can’t. I can’t even breathe right. These tears and pain make me feel like I can’t ever be the same me ever again. I’m broken.