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Feeling like i'm always a plan B.

A few months ago i suddenly "disspaeared". I was rushed to the hospital because of appendicitis. The only person who noticed that was my mother. I was in the hospital for about 2 weeks, absolutely nobody of my so called "friends" didn't care at all. Since then i have some really deep thoughts. As every day passes, the more i notice how everyone else looks at me. Nobody reaches out to me, unless they need me for something. They doesn't even care how i feel. Nobody remembers my birthday (which may explain why i just look at it just a normal day), nobody listens to me, nobody looks at me as a friend. I think everything they see is just a resource. They just care about me when they need something...

For the record, i don't have any intentions to hurt myself. I just felt the urge to let it out.