I feel terrible. I recently have been starting to talk to this guy that i was interested in marrying (im muslim btw). At first, I said yes because that’s what I always do. Like, unless the guy is unattractive I try to give every guy a shot. My mom always said you never know how god might send someone. The guy ended up being nice and kind as well. So, we started exchanging information. Then there were two things I didn’t fancy. The first is the location and the second is something petty that I could get over.But suddenly recently I have suddenly been really turned off. I’ve been so stressed, anxious, and depressed. I don’t want to talk to anyone or see anyone. Despite being the biggest extrovert out there, I just hate people at the moment. I feel sad and I feel guilty. Everyone is telling me that this anxiety is normal, but I’m not sure if this is.The guy’s family is now involved and it’s just happening so fast. She was like “Oh he’s super interested.” He is invested, his family, and my family. If I dropped it and ran away, how would he feel and his family? I feel like I played him???? Like, I know I didn’t but this is how I feel. I feel sick. I just want to get away from everyone and hide myself at this point. I don’t want anyone now. I’m sorry I’m rambling.