Got married some years ago thru arranged marriage. I rejected many alliances as I didnt find them satisfying. Finally got into this one as my age was barring and didnt want to upset my parents anymore. My pbm is my husband is not like other people. He is good man but he is not interested in anything. He is more introverted than me. He is not even interested in Sports(for even watching).Couldn't believe how a boy can be like that. Not interested in music. Very lazy. Not fit. He is dyslexic. Cannot read a sentence properly. Cannot write anything properly. Always feels very low and depressed.No confidence. Always feels inferior. Even my basic expectations were not met. When I try to talk to him to change these he often gets angry. I cannot say this to my parents. They think it was my mistake to reject earlier proposals. They feel Im hurting them. I dunno where to cry out. Im lost and very much depressed. Had lots of hope towards life but now everything is vanishing. Crying daily.Dunno where to vent out my feelings.