All the guys I had a thing with, towards the end have treated me like:
I'll let her keep texting me and ignore her until she's bored of it ..
I feel so low because of it, it's not like it happened once ..
Now I'm starting to feel like everything is wrong with me..
Even the person I didn't expect such thing from did it like that.. and it's sort of devastating ..
Am I even not worthy of a reply .. am I that unimportant ? I don't ask for too much.. it's not money or gold or something they can't afford, it's just a reply, it's just a consolation, it's just a joke...
Is it too much?
I feel horrible that it gets to that and that it works, I text in hope they'd reply and they ignore in hope I'd stop
I dont think I'm gonna trust anyone anymore, no matter how much I'll like them, I'll never let someone in again like that .. even the ones who earned my trust broke it.. I dont think anyone is worthy of it or of me