you say that youre going to be fine tomorrow but it doesn't work that wayLet me make you ramen and fail but you would just laugh and praise me for my hard workLet me help you, please, even if its as simple as a cup of water, a smile or a hugI wish I could fly all the way to Nagoya to make you feel betterwe could binge watch ghibli movies, your favourite movie, porco rosso. we can snuggle under some blankets and enjoy a nice cup of green tea as we wait for snow fall. I just want to hug you until you forget your problems for a momentLanguage barrier wouldn't be a problem, Google translate existsits stupid how youre the reason why im not suicidal nor thinking about self harm anymore but you still feel as shitty as I was before I met you and contemplating on doing itthe twinkle in your eyes, the way you play the guitar, the energy you give off can make anyone smile in an instant. why can't you see yourself the way I see you, please dont be so hard on yourself all the time. youre human as well.