It's funny how no matter how much you try, your eyes manage to bring out your true emotions behind that smile.
Something is holding me back from being how I was. Things that made me happy don't make me happy anymore. The thought of certain things used to make me smile of joy, but now my heart always feels heavy and stops that joy. I am always confused and indecisive about everything which made me loose a lot of things in life. But, there's always hope and I am grateful for what's to come.