I like her soso much but I think she likes someone else. I want to crawl into a hole and just stay there for the rest of my life. I thought we could work out but of course, no one will love me the way I love them. I want to lose feelings. I want to stop feeling this pain. I wish I still thought I was straight because then I'd just deny my feelings. Why am I not enough? How are they better?? Why do you like him more than me? I like you so much. You make me so happy. You always manage to cheer me up. I feel truly cared for when you talk to me. You're so pretty and sweet. I wish I wasn't a stupid girl who liked other girls who won't love me back. I hate not being straight. I just want you to love me too. Why do I always like unattainable people? Will no one ever love me? Because it sure seems like it. I hate this pain.