I thought that I was holding up fine... Until I heard a song that resonated how I felt and that's when I broke down. All the emotions and tears that I've been suppressing for the past few days burst out. Just that like, I was crying hard, with a painful ache on my chest. I couldn't stop, I was in so much pain but yet I couldn't make a single sound, for fear that people might hear me. But I guess, this is part of the healing process. Some days you're fine and some days... you're not. And it's ok. Release your emotions, don't hide or suppress it, it really hurts when it's released all at one go.