I'm upset, because as much as you've been depressed and in your feelings lately, so have I. And I wanted to support you, and tried to support you, in ways you weren't trying for me, because I love you. And now you tell me this whole time that I annoyed you, and that you've been losing feelings for me, and you understand that you should have communicated more, and all you can say, over and over, is that you're sorry. I love you. I cuddled with you in my bed, and made food for you, and tried to listen and comfort you when you were sad. It shouldn't be as important as it is for me, but I gave you my virginity. You are my first boyfriend, and three months in, you tell me that we need to "take a break" because you need space to figure out how you feel about yourself. I don't think you don't care about how I feel. You broke up with me over text. You tell me days ago, that we need to have a talk. And we talk. You bring up the issues you had in our relationship. I try to provide clarity on my feelings. And you tell me you still love me, and comfort me when I cry from anxiety, because I thought you were drifting away, even though I was right. You cuddle me, and have sex with me, and assure me that you still want to make this work, and then a day later, you drop it on me that you don't want this anymore. How am I supposed to deal with that? You tell me that, just when I was starting to pick up the pieces after readying myself for a breakup. You tell me that you were trying to feel something for me again. You lied. What am I supposed to do? You made me feel as if I'm worthy of love. And then you stomp on that notion. You took me, made me vulnerable, told me I'm safe, told me I'm loved, told me that I didn't annoy you, that I made you happy, that I was good enough as I am. And it was a lie. My self esteem is shattered. My heart is broken. I felt rejected over the last few weeks. You had been drifting away, being less present, and I felt you losing interest. And yet you told me that you still wanted me. And that you still loved me. Why did you lie? Why did you hurt me like this?