So basically, my life has always been this way since I can remember. 'Not good but no bad'I'd love to say my life's bad, it sucks comparing it to my friend's or any other person. I'd love to vent for once without feeling guilty of thinking of people who are less fortunate than me. So, I don't complain to anyone. Even complaining to myself makes me feel ungrateful. But I have to vent, I have to let this out cause its's burdening me, it's eating me from inside.I've always tried to work hard or always came in terms in other's wishes so they'd not feel bad, always hid my own feelings. I can't do this anymore. No one knows how I REALLY feel, how much anger I have inside me just boiling for years.I wish I could get as far as I can from people. I wish they'd leave me alone. STOP bugging me. PLEASE.I don't know in what place I am right now but it's certainly dark and hard. So please I don't want to deal with your bullshit anymore.JUST LEAVE ME TF ALONE, PLEASE.STOP TRYING TO MANIPULATE ME.STOP TRYING TO DISRESPECTING WITH OFFENSIVE 'WITTY' COMMENTSIDC IF YOU'RE OLDER THAN ME JUST DON'T PUSH ME OVER MY LIMITIM NICE RN CAUSE I REALLY DONT WANNA DEAL WITH ANYTHING BUT JUST DONT MAKE ME BOIL OVERDONT PUSH YOUR NONSENSE MAKING IT SEEM LIKE A FACT All I'm asking for is let me live, please.