tw:(eating disorder) If this is harmful for you to read please don't and have a wonderful day.
So a couple weeks back I found out that I have an eating disorder, a form of anirexia (oof don't know how to spell that) and I have been trying to eat more. To combat it because otherwise I will have to go to a place where they watch me and I don't want that. But now I am thinking I'll just stop eating all together. I don't feel hunger anymore and if I do I feel no need to act on it. I don't even want food anymore. Another reason is I don't feel worthy enough to eat and feel as though food is wasted on me. I think I am going to stop eating all together and try to starve myself. hopefully that works