I think about him all the time, but I can't have him and he can't have me. Every time I think I start to feel less for him, he does something sweet or shows interest that makes me feel loved - the cycle begins again. I love the way he looks at me and makes me feel when it is just the two of us. I wonder how much he thinks about me. I wonder how many days and tomorrows this will go on. I wish I could tell him how I feel. Can we be friends and leave it at that? Just because I don't want to lose you.