i know this wont make sense to alot of people, but i really feel like i should let this go. so the first thing you should know is that i have a cat, and i'm emotionally attatched to him. the second thing you should know is cats recongise you by your smell. i had a local swimming pool not far from me, so i was a regular visitor, and i had the smell of the pool in my hair. he was used to my hair smelling like that. when lockdown came, slowly he would... stay away form me. ignore me. treat me like a stranger. he acted like he was in a new home. it hurt me deeply, to see him acting like that...luckily enough, lockdown was lifted, and i would take my regular visits to the pool. and he would remember me, and stay with me like an old friend for the rest of the night. it was the best time of my life.then lockdown came back. he's forgotten me again. i'm a new person to him. a new owner. soon i'll be stopping my regular events to the pool (for personal reasons). he'll never recongise me again. and when he does, he'll hate me. i don't know what to do...can someone help me?