Formal apologize was done publicly to 2 persons that was harmed by my weird and insane behaviour in the last months. My side of the fence is now clean, I would do it too for the third one, but I was formally asked to stay the fuck away from her. I can go back to my regular life now, has keeping the fuck away after a formal apologize for things done. Will fix any issues in my reputation, while not depend of others to do so.
Good luck to you all. Btw, Narcissist don't change. If it's written in every medical books out there, why you think someone with the help of google would do?