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Freaking out?

It's really weird that I have to admit this but my life is basically nothing

Its not about death

It's just I realized that everything was in my head?

I thought I was close (enough?) To people so that I'd be first on their mind but nope it was in my head

I care about people thinking it was mutual but nope it was just me

Loving and missing someone but that was just one sided ..

I tried to be optimist about the situation but at this point I can't..

I am just nervous about what's coming next and I'm afraid.. and there is no one to understand this fear and there is no one to support and be there for me..

I am all alone and I am lonely ..