i have friends. close but not exactly close. most of the time they ignore me, pretended i wasn't there. non-existent. that was my whole life. they take days to reply to my texts, and it hurts me even though there online and read my message but reply like in 10 minutes. this caused me to stress out the whole day, thinking if i made them mad because of there dry responses. they only show affection if they need help with anything, like homework.