Feeling suicidal at the moment but I know this is just another temporary feeling. Within the past few months I have noticed I show symptoms of ADHD/ADD and ever since I have noticed them they seem to have worsened. I make art as a hobby and making art takes a lot of time and dedication but that makes it so hard to enjoy for me. It's extremely annoying because I know what I could be capable of if I could just pay attention. I'm frustrated with my life and the choices I've made and I just wish I was satisfied.