recently i’ve been experiencing a lot of gender dysphoria and i feel repulsed every time i look at my body, i feel like i’m gonna throw up every time i’m referred to as she or as a girl. i currently go by they/them but i would like to start going by they/he because it feels more right to me, i have a partner who also goes by they/them but they’re more attracted to feminine people and i want to be more masculine. i haven’t been feeling this for a longgg time but when i try my best to remember i realize that there were definitely signs of dysphoria and discomfort when i was younger, sometimes i feel like i’m faking it even though i do want a binder, i do want to get top surgery eventually and go on testosterone. my main concern right now it coming out to my partner, i wouldn’t do it immediately because i’m still trying to figure myself out. any tips??!