Im such a Horny Lad.to begin with, i'm not a good man you can say that im a player or a fuckboi. right now i'm in a relationship with a girl, we are doing this Long Distance relationship thing because we're both an international student studying in Aussie. Because of the Covid-19 my parent told me to go back to my home country and do the online class in my parent house. the thing that i'm afraid the most is that i have a tendency to get close with a lot of girls. you see back when i was in grade seven i was bullied because of how i look and due to some family matters. the bullying keep happen until i was grade ten, then i choose to move the capital city. then in a year, i undergo a major transformation from Skinny 5'2 nerd to 5'7 indie loving kids. yet i still have the grudges of those who bullied and then i start do the hookup culture with the girl in my city. My goal back then was to prove them that i can change. however, i have this dark secret that i never share with anyone. I was molested by my nanny when i was 7 years old. they force me to do all the stuff such as pussy licking and other shit. The thing happen for 3 years. from that moment it always hard for me to control my sex urges.