crave
blow
afraid
disgusted

Fuck

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I crave death so badly and if I wasnt so afraid of going to hell for it I would raid my nearest gun shop and blow out my brains out. I'm constantly depressed that I've never had any true friends of my own and I've lived in my brothers shadow pretty much all my life. I'm disgusted with the person I am when I'm alone by myself and I'm terrified I'm gonna end up sad and alone stuck in a dead end job with a shitty life