In the week of moving i started a new job, but that maybe the only up side of it. Went and got my heart ripped out of my chest and may have gotten covid so now I am alone and with no one to talk to and just me and my thoughts. On top of all this my anxiety is getting worse and i only hope I can pay my bills in the next month. I feel unwanted abandoned and alone. I cry my self to sleep just to wake up and have to feel the pain again. I dont know what to do anymore im broken with no way of fixing my self. Im scared terrified of what the days ahead will bring. I could have help if I wanted to but I dont want to burden people with my problems, I just want to talk to someone with no judgment of what I am going through. I'm trapped in a maze with no way out.