I was gang raped by 4 boys at my school and I told but they only suspended them. I walk around paranoid and still have flashbacks of that day. It happened so fast and I just don't know how to feel about the whole situation. It's just a mess and then I told the school and not my family bc before my dad blamed me and I just don't feel that they would have had my back. plus my dad beats on my momma and the last time I got hurt trying to stop him so I have to deal with that and he just acts like its ok. I really am worried about my mom because I know it hurts her self esteem. They been married for 25 years so you would think they would have problems but not like this. I guess I just gotta pray that it gets better.