So i joined a private coaching in std 7....and i met a girl who in time became my best friend...i dont want to reveal their names so i will go with name "Lara" and "Beck"..So Lara was my first ever best friend in that coaching and our friendship was quite a famous in our class as well as in staff....Actually we were 3 girls Lara beck and me...but Lara and i were known for our friendship and people used to call us like "where is your lifeline" and then our school timings differed and we were not in the same batch but we used to meet at combine classes..we used to do a lot of fun....Time came when we were united again in std 10 and we were in same batch and i don't know why her friendship started to become a toxic one....I had a friend of mine from my school named Alisha and we were best friend bcoz we were in same batch when I and Lara got separated i met Alisha and we were best friend and i didn't wanted to ignore Alisha for Lara...and in the friendship of me and Lara beck was the one who always left behind...beck was really kind...when i wasn't with Lara...beck and Lara were together in the sense Lara was using beck...and when Lara and i got united she left behind beck and her new best friend Elle...but when i was with Alisha and Lara used to get jealous and finally she abandoned me and united with Elle and beck...she was clearly using them both and also used me to...we never had that bond between us again and i never really sobbed for her.Climax is starting now..lolSo we nearly not talked much for about 2 years and then we UNITED AGAIN....we had same stream and joined in same Coachings and here we are!!! I wasn't even happy for it but i accepted it...She told me that she had a bf and thought i would be angry that she didn't tell me...But it didn't even affected me...So we were also in same f***ing college....And she used to take me with her bf so no one should suspect her and it might look casual...in the sense she was using me again...and i realized it and tried to avoid going with her....so basically there's a lot stuff going on but the reason i told this whole Ramayan is that i want to become a food technologist and it is very uncommon in India and not much seats are taken every year...so i just told her that thing and now she is like i will also come with u in ur field and we will go in same university and will live together and I DON'T WANT IT!!!!!FOR GOD SAKE PLEASE STOP HER....i don't want her to follow me...i know it sound selfish and yeah i m being selfish bcoz she is a poison to me... if this girl come into my life again ..it will be f***ed up for me....What should i do? I am just also kinda get depressed whenever i think about it...she is a really fake and a poison in my life..some things i haven't mentioned in this blog...What should i do further?? i have no idea...i know this isn't really big problem to make an issue of....but it is really HAUNTING me!!!! thanks for reading mess of my life : (