I’ve hardly ever felt horny under normal circumstances. I was sexually abused as a little girl and I witnessed the abuse of a boy in my teens. Now if I have a dream seeing someone being abused (beaten, etc) I get so horny I hump the bed. But I have never felt horny at all in a sexual setting. I am a straight female and I’m sick of this. The only times I’ve ever felt horny in a sexual setting was twice while masturbating trying to feel something, and once while having sex. In all instances the feeling lasted a few minutes and I never orgasmed. I have faked so many orgasms in my life. I want to feel horny healthily and normally. I’m a famous person and so many guys send me videos of them jacking off and cuming especially on Snapchat. Horniness seems to come so easily to most men. I want it to come easily to me too, and I want to genuinely orgasm easily.