Dad was a fucking prick, that will talk to you for hours and reprogram entire reality until you agree with everything.
And behaving like he want, while he's suffocating you doing so.
I understand what you are going through, I went through the same. Keep in mind, I'm way older than you.
I've learned that good people exist, but those google people only exist cause they went through bad shit.
You can't appreciate the good if you aren't aware of the bad.
This is what this group is a bit... Salvaged good people having survived a war.
They are good people,
And dropping a hint here: and the greatest of all the fighters is that little lady in the corner.